lundi, avril 17, 2006

Heartaches will last as long as you want them to...

somebody told me this before or ive read that somewhere, and ive always kept that in mind. but right now, nothing seems to work...my strength seems to wear off... everything i do... reading books, listening to music, browsing thru my stuff... everything seemed to remind me of him..

im not searching for him...yet y does everything seem to remind me of him? havent i learned enough? i wanna move on. fall in love with myself all over again.

i wanna forget...but why does everything seem to against what i plan to do?

............................ anyways, in my attempt to forget abt him, ill just talk abt a documentary that captured my heart last night. (oh nice. the word "heart" reminded me of him!?)

well, i was searching for something interesting last night, and i watched iwitness. its a tv show in gma7. jay taruc made this documentary entitled, "gutom". its was indeed an eye-opener. moreso, it was a tear-jerker. yes, my pseudo-maangas face softened, and i cried.

it was about the poor families living along manila...those who didnt have enough to eat. :( i dont wanna go back to expensive restaurants anymore. not even to starbucks or the coffeeshops i always hangout at... the cup of coffee i drink, even costs more than a family living at vaseco can earn per day :( such a very sad thought. i hope there was smething all of us can do to help them.

... un lang muna. m not in d mood to write muna.

5 commentaires:

G a dit…

hmm.. seems like fate has not been kind to us as of late...

to let go has never been easy, especially if the supposed to be closure wasn't really all that "satisfying" and moreso when we still want to try though the winds of change blows and beckons.

however, things WILL get better, whether you would eventually be in one another's arms or living separate lives would be anybody's guess..

Rica a dit…

Hey here's an excerpt.

Let it Go

There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.

I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have
continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.

...And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains...LET IT GO!!!

IF SOMEONE CAN'T TREAT YOU RIGHT, LOVE YOU BACK, AND SEE YOUR WORTH...LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you...LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents...LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him...LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship...LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves...LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to...LET IT GO!!!

dada a dit…

poor baby, :( and yet life goes on, huh? hang in there and sooner or later you'll get over it. hopefully sooner. :) have a fun summer. mwah

dada a dit…

oh and btw, luvin the new template, makes me feel nostalgic. dunno why. well, "i love the rain" :p ditto.

Mags a dit…

Love is like a trap...When it appears, we only see its light, not its shadows...But love is much like a dam..if you allow a tiny crack to form through which only a trickle of water can pass, that trickle will quickly bring down the whole structure, and soon no one will be able to control the force of the current. For when those walls come down, then love takes over, and it no longer matters what is possible or impossible, it doesn't even matter wheter we can keep the loved one at our side...to love is to lose control.

Just hold on...o kaya we can talk. okay? you take care...