samedi, février 18, 2006

i'm watchin saturday night live right now...kinda funny n relaxin' really... oh well, my mind is filled of thoughts as usual. ee cummings (one of my favorite poets) drives me crazy ones again. There's this side of me that once made me wonder, what would life be if i werent in med school? (not that i hate med sch, but i just have my moments) i guess i would be in law school...or....possible workin already right now... i was thinking, would i be a different person? well, i guess not really.... i'd only have a different perspective in life. there is so much in life that i'd want to conquer...i wanna travel.. go to europe, africa.... and maybe, north america... i find the places kinda interesting... i also wanna draw more, paint more. ( i miss painting ever if im not so good w/ brushes) makes me discover so much moreabout myself. i miss my high school friends, and my college friends too... i hope we'll have a reunion someday...

i'm bein so weird... is this the effect of beta-blockers? hwek hwek... i just took my metoprolol 15 mins ago... i'm still hoping that the cause of my hypertension will be determined soon... was it bec of my lymphocytic thyroiditis? (which is so rare i dunno hw in the world did i get it) or do i have pheochromocytoma? whats worse if if i have sle or any collagen disease or autoimmune disease...i dont have symptoms though... whats so hard abt getting sick when ur in med school is everyday im being faced with the torture of constantly hearing abt the effects of hypertension and what nots.... i hope everything wil be fine................ after all the stressful ancillaries, and my fnab......

i hope ill get well soon...

life is really complicated...

wen i was young, i thought everything s easy...
now that im getting older,
things are getting more n more complicated.

falling in love...
getting sick...
watchin my family break loose...

all i can do is be silent...and type...and watch saturday night live.

6 commentaires:

fortuitous faery a dit…
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fortuitous faery a dit…

hi...first of all, thanks for dropping by my blog.

i hope you feel better.:)

bulitas a dit…

nice blog here!
interesting post.
=P

Will a dit…

I don't see why you still can't conquer the world! (Ill let you have it after im done with it) :P

For your blues, im prescribing a tablespoon of laughter - twice every day (after meals only). Make sure you get lots of hugs and plenty of smiles.

Dr. Emer a dit…

cheer up! should you need alternative referrals, i'm a mouse-click away.

Anonyme a dit…

Paintng takes too much time. After you set up all the paint and brushes it's already lunch. Before you can draw a few strokes it's already dinner. Try drawing with pencil and charcoal which I do.
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regards.. Prof